Weeeeeeeeee... Yeah right.. Weee. *frowns*

Weeeeeee............. Exam's finabally over darlings and honey pies! Yayyyyy! But still...

I walked from school filled with regret today. I regretted for not studying harder. I regretted for not doing the right thing. I regretted for not paying attention in class. I regretted for not fulfilling my dream. I have a feeling that I might not get any As for this final term examination.  *sigh*  Will somebody please come save me from all these? Please?  *sigh*  I walked out from the school gates today filled with loneliness.. I don't know why but I just feel that way. Like something's missing. Like someone's not there with me. Like something was stolen. Like someone went away. As I hear those elated screams and voices, my heart just hurt even more. I think to myself, can I ever turn back time? Can I ever go back and save everything I've done? Or should I just live on this way? I look away and found my mom at the school gate, awaiting my presence. I think back about what she told me the night before. She said I was useless and stupid. i hurt me just to look at her. Like I mean nothing. How could she said that. Whatever. My pace started to grow faster. She said nothing, neither did I. I got into the car, still we said nothing. I turned the radio on. Music and noise filled the quiet, dry air. Like no one's around me. Feel like I'm all alone. Yeah right, my life's perfect. So damn perfect. I remembered the second I started living this year. I thought it was gonna turn out wonderful. Little did I know, everything I had broke apart. Time passed so fast. Everything twirl and spin around me too fast. Too fast, I couldn't catch up and lost myself. Sometimes I wonder... Am I doing the right thing? Am I forgetting something? Is she forgetting me? Where am I? Where are we? What happened? What am I supposed to do? I don't know. I'm so lost right now.